One.

     I suppose when you start a blog detailing your life, or at least sixteen weeks of it, a question of what you're even going to talk about makes itself immediately clear. Don't get me wrong, I have plenty of things to talk about, however, I'm not really one to share a whole lot about myself, and especially in a journaling format. I love writing, but I really don't do it that much. I guess when it comes to writing, in the sense of the verb, approaching a chair to sit down and just write builds a lot of anxiety for me. I don't know if it's because I'm worried what people will think of my writing, or if it's deeper then that, because at the end of the day I always seem to transcribe my internal dialog. When it comes to any form of project, whether it's music related or school related, I almost have a fear of finishing things. It might have something to do with the judgement that comes with the final project or... no, I have to stop questioning myself. It's definitely because of the judgement. I've always had a hard time taking criticisms. It's my greatest flaw. There's probably a connection between that and how hard I constantly critique myself but to be honest with you, whoever actually reads these things, I just don't really want to talk about it. I'd rather ignore the reason and distract myself with vices and entertainment, than face my problems head on.

Anyway welcome to my blog, it's going to be a journey

-Finn